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Monday, September 20, 2010

nakakainis isipin!

hayz.. naiinis ako today promise! 
naiinis ako sa mga bagay na ngyayari ng biglaan at mabilisan.
naiinis ako sa kadahilanang sa pagiging mabait ko ay may mga taong maaring gustuhin ka ng disinasadya.
 naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil naging pabaya at nagpadala ako sa sitwasyon!
 naiinis ako sa mga taong walang magawa kundi makisawsaw sa sitwasyon ng may sitwasyon!
naiinis ako sa isang tao na di marunong tumimbang at basta na lamang pumasok sa isang lugar ng di man lang kumakatok.

naiinis akong isipin na sa dami dami ng tao sa mundo ako pa ang napaagdiskitahan nya!
naiinis ako sa mga pangyayaring hindi ko napagisipan pero nagdesisyon ako.,
naiinis ako sa lahat ng tao na nagpupumilit na intindihan ang sitwasyon pero di namn seryoso.
higit akong naiinis sa sarili ko dahil kinakailangan ko magpadala sa bugso ng inis ko.
at sa araw na ito walang sinuman ang makakatanggal ng inis ko kundi ako lang.
 naiinis ako sa isiping hinayaan ko yung isang tao na yun naguluhin ang katahimikan ko!
 subalit dahil dun ay marami akong napatanto ang di ko lng mapapayagan ang hayagang pagsasalita ng di maganda sa talikurang paraan.
hindi ko hangad ang makasakit or may masaktan.
hindi ko rin xa masisi kung yung ang kanya madama pero ang pakiusap ko lang namn ay maging patas ka at harapin mo yung gulong ikaw mismo ang nagpasimula. huwag kang matakot sa isangdesisyon na pagsisihan mo sa huli. napagtanto ko na kung saan ako nagkamali at kahit anung mangyari itutuwid at makakabawi ako. at ang inis na ito ay mapapalitan ng isang masayang ngiting nagsasabi na ganyan talaga ang buhay, lahat ay kailangan mo maranasan para mas maging maunawaiin at makataong pakikibagay. nabuwag mo man ang pader na aking itinayo sa muling pagbangon nito tiyak kong mas matibay at detelyado ang pagkakagawa kaya kung ako ikaw! maging totoo ka lng sa sarili mo at makikita mo ang talagang nakalaan para sa iyo.. ang hionahangad ng puso mo. sa nagyon kasi dapat tayong tumingin sa hinaharap hindi sa kung anu lang ang meron tayo ngayon. 

Saturday, June 26, 2010

letter to god

Letters to God film is a bout an eight years old extraordinary boy name Tyler Doherty who faces his daily battle against cancer with bravery and grace. With a loving family in his side Tyler never fear death and never forget to say his prayer in the form of letter which he daily writes. The letter found its destination in Brandy McDaniels hands, a postman who is suffering from alcohol abuse and dispirited by divorce. As McDaniel receives the letters he feels confused and conflicted thinking what to do with the letters. But later he finds him self forming a new friendship with the Doherty family and getting to know the letter sender Tyler and so to his family. McDaniel feels mesmerized of the family courage on how they face and trying to stand strong against doubts that come over Tyler’s cancer. With this realization an idea blink to McDaniel mind knowing what he must do with the letters, this idea will make everybody happy and so as he.
One of a kind film that will teach us leasons in life, on why we should give value our life. Not all of us is a lucky one enjoying world’s beauty in life long; some might never given a chance to see what we see.
It is a worth watching movie an aspiring one. We need to keep hold on what we believe. And always believe that god is there even in our darkest time.

Monday, June 21, 2010

lumbay

Narinig mo na ba ang salitang lumbay??
Ang lumbay ay kasingkahulugan ng kalungkutan.
Ito ay salitang tagalog nakalimitan lamang ginagamit ng mga tao 
sa kadahilanan na nasanay tayo sa mga hiram na salita na ating ginagamit.

Lumbay o lungkot ang salitang sumasalarawan sa ating damdaming kungsaan nakakaramdam tayo ng sakit, panibugho, pagkainis, walang gana at panghihinayang sa mga bagay na ginagawa natin. marami tayong ikinalulungkot sa buhay maaring dahil sa pagkawa lng ating mga mahal sa buhay, pagkakaron ng kaaway o kaya naman ay pagbagsak sa isang klase. Mahirap man itong tanggapin sa huli matutunan rin natin itong kalimutan at muling makabangon muli. Sa buhay marami na akong pinghinayangan at pinaglagpas na magagandang pagkakataon dahil mas inuna ko ang pagiging malungkot at piniling magisa. Inaamin ko na sa aking sarili na hindi ako kasing husay ng iba, maganda tulad ng iba o kaya ay matalino.... Sa totoo lang hindi ko alam kung saan ba ako nababagay at kung ano ang mga gusto at ayaw kong gawin. Hanggang sa ngayon wala parin akong ideya. Madalas akong malungkot at magisip ng mga negatibong bagay, tingin ko nga isa na yun sa pampalipas ko ng oras. Tingin ko kasi masyadong maraming ginagawa ang lahat para bigyan ako nang atensiyon kung kaya mas madalas nanahimik na lamang ako, kahit na sa totoo lang marami akong nais itanong at ikwento. ganun talaga siguro ang buhay noh.... Kailangan mo rin magisa upang matuto kang mamuhay at tumayo sa iyonh sariling paa. Madalas ko ngang itanong sa sarili ko bakit, ba ako nagaaral, dahil ba kailangan ko yun para magkaroon ng magandang kinabukasan o para lang sa aking magulang upang sila ay matuwa at masabing ako ay isang mabuting anak? Ano pa ba?? Hayz hindi ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit ako nagkakaganito. Ang dami ko nang nasabi pero ang isang dahialn lang naman ay ang isang pagsususlit sa logic circuits na hindi ko talga nasagutan ng tama at maayos kung kaya ngayon, na nagamba na ako nang sobra dahil sa ibang seksyon pa ako na padpad. Natatakot ako na hindi ako makasurvive at nakakapanghinayang talaga ang lahat, oras, pera, pagaaral mo sa leksyon na yun kung yun lang din ang mangyayari. Alam kong masyado pang maaga para sabihin yun pero yun ang nakikita kong mangyayari sa hinaharap kung di ko pagbubutihan ng maigi. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, Apat na taon na ako sa bokasyong ito ngunit, datapwa't subalit ayoko pa rin sa kanya, inaamin ko rin na hindi ko gusto ang matematika ngunit kakambal na ito ng aking pagaaral, anu pa nga ba ang magagawa ko kundi tanggapin at gampanan ng maluwag sa aking puso't isipan ang aking obligasyon bilang estudyante upang sa ikakaligaya ng aking butihing magulang at kapatid.. Naway bigyan sana ako nang maykapal ng isang daan na makakapagbigay tulong na maabot ko ang aking minimithing makataposa ng aking pagaaral sa itinakdang panahon at oras....Ikinagalak kung maramdam muli ang damdaming ito dahil pinalalakas nito ang aking pagnanasang magtagumpay, di susuko sa anumang balakit na nagbabayang dumating........

How to Be Happy with Who You Are

  • It's important to bear in mind that every human being in this world is different, and no two faces or bodies are the same. Your 'inferiority' as you may refer to it can also be seen as a unique or individual quality. What makes you feel these things are 'inferior' to everyone else? If there is no norm amongst human beings, how can there possibly be any form of inferiority? Don't give the power of influencing your thoughts to people that don't care about you.
  • Understand that most people aren't out there to judge you. Out of everyone you see, most don't care or know about how poorly you did on your last math test, or how you've gained a little weight since last summer.
  • Seriously consider just what is so 'inferior'. If you have a complex about a specific body part, such as your arms, legs, feet, or hands, think hard about what exactly makes them 'inferior' to everyone else, and write this on paper if it helps. Seriously think about the logic of these things. You're not going to get stopped in the street for having what you think of as 'inferior' hands or feet.
  • Nobody's perfect. They say the grass is always greener on someone else's yard. If there's always someone out there with more money than you, or prettier than you, realize there's always someone uglier than you. There's someone with a bigger nose or heftier than you. There's someone with even smaller or larger breasts than you. Don't focus so much on how you can't compare, but how others can't compare to you.
  • Think about what it is you are really afraid of. What is it you fear will happen, upon the revealing of your inferiority to everyone else? Do you fear people looking, or making comments? These are all valid worries but bear in mind - everyone is different. Any comments you receive are invalid and must be ignored at all costs. It's absolutely certain there is something they think is wrong with them too.
  • If you find your inferiority difficult to deal with, enlist the help of a friend. Good friends will help you achieve your goals, whatever they may be. For limbs it may be to eventually be able to walk around in shorts (for leg complexes). Good friends will tell you the truth, and you can work together on ways to make you feel better about yourself. If you find it difficult to talk with friends, ask them if they ever feel inferior, and you may be surprised how worried people get.
  • REMEMBER, you are NOT alone!
  • See a counselor. If you feel 'inferior', and cannot seriously enlist the help of a friend for whatever reason, remember all of the above, and perhaps you can talk to a counselor if need be. If you have a close friend, they can also help you.
  • If it helps, examine other people (not obvious staring.) How do they react to their body? How do they show themselves? Do they have a similar body type to you? This could really help you reach your goals.
  • Respect yourself. Look in the mirror and give yourself compliments. If you don't respect yourself, who will?
  • To be really happy all the time is not only impossible but unrealistic,but you can make a conscious effort to be happy all the time. However, to be really happy you need to accept yourself for who you are. Listen, nobody is perfect. 
  • Spend time thinking about your strengths (everyone has them)and you will find yourself more happy, and also more confident!
  • Lastly, don't concentrate too much on yourself. Get interested in others and you will see all your fears and worries which make you sad melt away.
  • Happiness is beautiful. A smile is much more beautiful than a frown. This may not be a real step, but don't ever frown!

empty princess

there was a girl name empty princess. that girl is always have a pessimist mind. she always feeling depress and unnoticed by the other people who around her even she had a good trusted friends. she always like to separate herself to anyone, she likes to be a loner; something like that. Sometimes she do what she wants even though other people get hurt, just to be satisfied. careless and stubborn this princess, she manage to help her parents and friends when they have problems. the princess has an insecurity towards what other have and do. she has a low self steam. she what to hide herself in the finest dark room with a strong barrier that no one can break it.... she want to go alone in that huge dark room of he heart. there's no space for a blooming lovable smile plaster in her face. she get frustrated and being annoy when other do something that she don't like, even if is a simple joke. she take lot of situation seriously. she always entertain frustration images when she can attain or fulfill her goal. like when she didn't passed the piano lesson and end the end it look like a dead plant. disappointing is the best word that describe the feeling of the princess because whatever she do how she get dedicated to what she desired therefore she always invest still pressure vanish it and turn it to nightmare. otherwise if the princess keep believing on what her skill, the capabilities to learned she can do it. dont give up its too early to stop we had a long journey; a new chapter to start. so don't waste it there's no room for that. do what you think is good for you. just wait and you will see how your investment turn on. you to be focus and believe on your self. trust your inner self is the first step to your success.... 

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Confused

My class for today is Comp org. It start at 7:30 am but my professor was arrive late.
The moment I confirmed tha he is my instructor for the whole semester I was confused because I know that he is good in programming so he is expected that we are know how to deal with it. Actually I'm scared to take the subject coz I'm not good as he expect. And I need to catch up all the things he discussed on the board. As my mind said I can't do that. I need much time to analyze and to process on my brain what he mean. Because of that I feel so sad, confused, hesitate and frustrated. Keep asking  myself if I can do or not, Maybe I need to force myself to do it or else I'm dead!!
On the other hand I need to focus on that subject to conquer all my negative thoughts. Even it is unnecessarily to avoid that idea. This subject is ones a week, so it takes long hours; almost six hours it was a combination of lecture and laboratory. First class we had a quiz but the result of the quiz is disaster. There is some point that I didn't gets what the things to be needed. He give us an early dismissal but it only for today. I'm sure next week when he start the proper lesson it so accurate and needed full attention for you to understand everything. When I think about this it gives me a hard head ache..... That is  the thing that i want to avoid!!!
HayZZZZZZZZZZZZ
I don't know what to do...
Please, someone help me....
I hates to see things in this situation...
Maybe I felt this way coz I was so exhaust about everything happened at this moment....  
I want to give up but it was too early to give up...
Bahala na nga!!!
go for the gold!!!!

Friday, June 11, 2010

dream

I dream to lose eyesight
To stop admiring you
Coz  every time I see you
I can't help but  fall in love.

I dream to lose my nose
Coz every time you walked by
I smell your natural scent
And can't help but fall in love.

I dream to lose my sense of touch
To stop linking your skin.
Coz every I touch you
I can't help but fall in love.

I dream to lose my ears
Coz every time I hear your voice
My heart beats so fast
That's why I fall in love.

I dream to lose my tongue
For not trying to tease you
Coz every time we talked
I can't help but fall in love.

I dream not meeting you
Coz knowing you is a dream
And desire to be with you
That way I can't help but fall in love....

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Crush

time 12:45 midnight -1:17am

Do you have a crush?? At what age do you feel having an infatuation into someone?.
Maybe one of your classmate, neighbor, schoolmate, close friend, a passenger, a movie Idol, a long time childhood. Every body in this earth has a quality to be your crush.
It can be a boy or a girl.

Crush is the best word to describe a feeling you’ve desire to someone you known.

I started to have a crush when I was in high school.
Some of my crushes are belongs to famine, I don’t know why but I did too. And I’ am sure to myself that I’m not homo or lesbian. But may two older sisters insist that I’ am one of them. Actually I’m just idolizing them how they look and carry themselves that’s all. Anyway I don’t care what they think me because the important is I’m happy.
It was just infatuated to someone you been inspire.
When I enter college I’ve met this guy, he was my classmate in my entire subject. At first he is not eye catching actually he was so quite and nice. I don’t know but one morning in our drawing class by accidental I declare to one of my close classmate that he was my crush. And the only thing that I was attracted to him was his black eyebrow. At that moment I gave him a nickname “kilay” for a purpose and since this is the thing that I like about him. Also no one can determine who he is. Only trusted friend know him.
Ever since that day he was my only one. He is quite intelligent, tall, fair skin and has a nice smile. Not just the physical but also he got something in his heart a kind one. Physical appearance is some factors. Sometimes I have an urge to talk to him but afraid to be rejected. And it wasn’t’ good Idea for a girl to have a first move. I was little sad because for only one semester we been classmate. The only chances to see him is one the corridor, library, study area, or accidentally meet at the hall way. Maybe just maybe on school gathering At least I tried my best to be friends with him. Lately I was successfully chat with him and be friends. To think of it, it’s enough I was decided that maybe isn’t just an ordinary crush rather more than that! But I know when and where to stop because I think this is not my time to reach that level. There’s things is more essential to gave my hundred percent attention.
Time will come for me and for the real one. Not just a crush but more than what I expected. Infatuation or not, it was good to experience anyway… and for now I’m over with it!

forgotten




Ito ang ilang opinion mula sa sisidlan ng  pagkatao ko.
Gusto mo bang malaman??
Oo ako nga ang pinaguusapan dito noh! At wala ng iba pa..
Tara at basahin mo ko! …

Satotoo lang hindi ako maganda at hindi rin ako pangit tama lang or sakto lng para sa iba.
Pero para sa minamahal kung mga magulang wala akong singganda. Sa paningin naman ng aking mapanuksong mga ate at kapatid hindi sila sangayon.. Ganun pa man masaya ako at nandiyan sila sa tabi ko. Laging umaalalay sa tama at mali kung Gawain. 19 years na ang nakalipas, sa mga panahon na nagdaan marami na din akong natutunan buhat sa pagkakamali na aking mga nagawa. Pero ang pinakaimportante doon ay marami akong bagay na napagtanto, mga bagay bagay sa paligid na mayroon palang kadahilanan kung bakit sila nabubuhay. Ngunit mag ka ganun paman  nasa iyo na iyon kung paano mo titignan ang  bawat sitwasyon sa buhay mo.

2010 na! Ngayong pasukan ay nasa ikaapat na baitang na ako sa kolehiyo sa kursong  BS Computer Engineering. Sa totoo lang di ako makapaniwala na makakaabot ako sa stage na yon, dahil nung first year second semester nagkaroon ako ng dalawang bagsak. Nung una parang ayoko na talaga and iniisip ko na parang di siya para saakin. Iniyakan ko talaga yun ng sobra kc first time tapos dalawa pa, nakakagulat talaga pero sabi ng mama ko itry ko daw ulit kunin kaya no choice ng summer class ako. At hayun after 6 weeks naipasa ko naman yung dalawang subject na yun. Tapos ngayon nagkaroon ulit ako ng bagsak, dalawa nanaman ulit  nakakaupset talaga.! Kasi alam ko na iniisip nila ate at papa na hindi na ako mgsusummer but sorry to say that I need too. Para makahabol pa ako, nakaka frustrate talaga yun noh, magakaganun man naenjoy ko naman ang summer sa school. Masaya rin dahil nagbunga naman ang pagsusumikap ko. Naipasa ko siya…..  masayang mahirap na nakakachallenge ang kurso ko nayun. Siguro nga di ko namamalayan gusto ko na rin yun at dahil din  doon nakakilala ako ng mga mabubuting kaibigan.

Sa buhay ko maraming mga tao at bagay ang dumadating at nawawala ng di ko na mamalayan. At sa paglipas lamang ng panahon lang sa ko lng narerealize kung gaano ko pala ito pinahahalagahan. Minsan naman sa pagtulong natin sa iba hindi rin natin na mamalayan na sa pagtulong naiyon nagaasam tayo ng tugon sa buhat sa kung ano ang binigay natin..

Maraming bagay na di ko kayang gawin at mga bagay na kungsusubukan kung pagtuunan ng pansin ay magagawa ko. Marami sa mga kailala at kaibigan ko ang kinaiingitan ko kasi bakit sila may ganun ako wala,.? Bakit sila kaya nila yun ako hindi?..
Mga  katanungan na lagging sumisingit sa munti kung kaisipan. Magkaganun man lagi kung iniisip at sinasabi sa aking sarili na malamang hindi yun para saakin at malamang may mas maganda pang opportunidad ang nagaantay para sa akin na nilaan ng panginoon. Sa akin at wala ng iba pa. Akala ko ang mainggit sa iba ay ang pagbuo ng insecurity sa sasarili pero ang totoo ang tingin ko doon isa ring yung step para magsumikap. Ang buhay ay maikli lang kaya dapat di ito sinasayang bagkus ineenjoy ito at pinapayaman ng magagandang karanasan…

Ang buhay ay may kaakibat na kapaitan, minsan masaya minsan puro problema. Sabi nga nila ang buhay ay di balance Kung Hindi ito hahaluan ng mga drama, iyakan at tawanan. Ito’y sad yang magkaakibat.  

Alam mo ba natutuwa sa galak ang aking puso kapag nagagampanan ko ng mabuti ang responsibilidad ko bilang anak, studyante, kaibigan at anak ng diyos. At alam ko rin sa sarili ko na hindi ako perpekto, kung minsan sablay sa mga desisyon at Gawain. Mas madalas lagi akong may regret sa bawat decision ko! ewan ko nga ba  kung bakit eh. Ngunit datatwa’t subalit sa huli ang mga bagay na pinaghihinayangan ay may katumbas na masaya at nakakainis na karanasan…


Marami akong kaibigan na matatawag. Ewan ko lang kung kaibigan ko pa din sila hanggang kagipitan! Ang iba sa kanila ay subok ko na at ang iba sa kanila ay maytinatago pa. Anuman yun  kaibaigan ko pa din sila. May special friend, good friend, close friend, girl friend, boy friend, at best friend. Meron ding biglaang na friend yung tipong pagmaykailangn close kay tapos pagwala na. wala  na din parang di ka niya kilala. As if di ka nag exist. Meron naman ito ang uso yung feeling close… at marami akong kilalang ganyan siguro ikaw rin noh..?? Anyway di naman yun ang mahalga hindi ba, kundi ang tiwala sa isa’t isa. Close man or hindi ang kailangan lang ay kaya nyong maintindihan ang bawat isa. May problema man o wala dahil hindi lang naman dun na susukat ang pagkakaibigan hindi ba.!

Mataray, masungit, maldita at spoiled brat ang kalimitan sinasabi ng dalawa kung ate sa tuwing nagaaway kami. Ok lang dahil totoo namn pero hindi naman palagi pagsinusunpong lang talaga ako ng pagkamoody ko. Sa mga bagong kakilala sa skuwela yun din ang tingin sa akin. Natatandaan ko pa nga halos isang buong semester ko narinig sa mga kaklase ko na masungit daw ako, halos karamihan sa kanila yun and impression sa akin o kaya naman tahimik. Nung una kinatuwa ko yun kasi di ko alam na marunong din pala akong magsungit and seryoso kung palagian. Inaamin ko naman sa sarili ko na di ko matake yung mga jokes ng iba dahil siguro di ko sinusubukang pagbinyan sila at makilala. Minsan naman madalas akong mainis dahil lagi nila akong tinutukso ako naman si dedma. Kaya lang minsan ang biro nakakasakit ng di natin namamalayan. Yung iba naman akala galit ako at  pinipilit nagalit or something kahit para sa akin wala lang yon. O diba! Sino kaya and di maiinis dun, wala lang naman sa akin pero sila pinagdidildilan na meron kahit wala naman talaga. Magkaganun man nagtry naman ako makisama at pakibagayan sila kaya lang di ako sanay sa malakihang grupo, nasanay kasi ako na isa or hanggang dalawa ang palagian ko na kakasama. Dahil dun sa nakagawian ko dumipende at meyo nahirapan ako. It takes time for me na magadjust but time will come na kayak o ng maging on the go sa kanila. Sabi nga learning is a lifetime process.

Masaya akong makatatulong sa ilang malalapit na kaibigan, kahit maliit na advice at pakikinig sa kanila ay nakakatulong para maibsan ang kalunkutan at problema about sa kanilang mga love life. Medyo nagtataka ako kasi ako ang kinakausap nila about sa mga ganung topic even though wala pang naencounter na ganung sitwasyon pero di namn kailangan para makapag bigay ng kaunting Idea sa iba hindi ba kasi ang intensiyon na makatulong ay sapat na. kung minsan nalulungkot din ako kasi pag ako na yung nasa sitwasyon na down ako wala man lang gusting dumamay. Siguro nagkakataong busy ang lahat at walang interesadong makinig. O kaya naman mas pinili ko lang ang maging alone dahil wala naman silang kinalaman sa kung anung sanhi ng kalungkotan ko diba. And mas ok na yun para may privacy. Di naman kasi lahat ng oras may naghahantay na kamay ang handang magbigay ng suporta. Kailangan mo rin tahakin ng magisa ang daan na para sa ikakatibay mo!.

Marami akong bagay na pinang hihinayangan at pinapangarap na makuha. Pero alam ko na hindi yun madaling makuha kaya bago yun, kinakailangan ko ng 100% na tibay ng stamina and malawak na kaisipan na bukas para sa lahat ng opinion. Siyempre sa physical, emotional and financially status ok din dapat. No matter what alam kong kakayanin ko yun. Basta nandyan si Papa God. Everything will be all right.


06-07-10 
time: 4pm-6pm
monday

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Fear to Love

Do you know the reality of fear?

"Well, it says that the reality of fear is that - you're not scared of dark, you're just scared of what's in it. You are not afraid of heights, you're just afraid of falling. You are not afraid of people around you, you're just afraid of rejection. You are not afraid to love, you're just afraid to love back. And you're not afraid to try again, you're just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason. Do you believe on that?"

It hurts to love someone were you can't tell what you really feel.
Because, sometimes we get hurt due to our jealousy
In fact, we do not have the right to feel that way.
Until our hearts is breaking into silence
However, despite of this… we continue loving them
Because somehow in this hurtful love, there is still hope
Even it means being just a friend.

H2O FOOTPRINT TO THE SAND

Story

H2O's story revolves around Takuma Hirose, a blind young male junior-high school student, though the cause for his blindness is undetermined. After his mother died an unexpected death, it left a deep emotional scar on him, which caused him to become very lonely and reserved. Due to this, Takuma and his uncle move from the city out into a rural area and Takuma is enrolled into a new junior-high school. At his new school, he meets several new girls, though three of whom he gets to know the most out of anyone else. They are, the firm and obstinate Hayami Kohinata, the kind and obliging Hinata Kagura, and the cheerful and mysterious Otoha. As Takuma interacts with these girls, his medical condition gradually begins to heal.

Characters

Takuma Hirose
Takuma is the main protagonist of the story. He has a moderately quiet personality partly because he suffers from blindness and for his condition, he carries around a white cane he named "Tomodachi sa"( which means "friend"). His mother committed suicide, which left a deep emotional scar on Takuma. To rectify this, he moves to the countryside to live with his uncle. Takuma is naturally friendly and likes to befriend everyone he meets in his new town. There is a rift between the rich and the poor, with Takuma being on the former end of the divide.
Hayami Kohinata
Hayami is a girl in Takuma's class who sits next to him. She has an unsociable personality and a sharp attitude towards others, not wanting to become friends. Hotaru is Hayami's best friend. Due to this, she is often bullied and is referred to by her schoolmates as the "cocroach", but for some reason she does not fight back when being bullied. She has an intense fear of spiders. She is poor and lives alone. Even though she owns a bathing suit, she will not participate in swimming classes because she is poor at it. Hayami's family was rich once because her parents are doctors. Since they charged high prices in medical examinations and were unwilling to take any patients in without the fees, the village people revolted against them, burned their house and kicked them out of the village with the exception of Hayami.
Hinata Kagura
Hinata is the granddaughter of the village headman, and is one of the rich members of town. She is in Takuma's class and is the council president for her class. She has a kind of obliging personality, and is popular in her school. She tends to fall down and be clumsy, and once she even fell down a flight of stairs at school, though luckily Takuma was there to break her fall. She is the younger sister to Hinata — known as Otoha by Takuma. When Hinata drowned, her grandfather forced Hotaru to become Hinata, and made the village people think that it was Hotaru that drowned.
Otoha
Otoha appears to be a normal girl, but she is in fact a spirit, and only Takuma can hear or see her. She is always cheerful, and will appear out of no where, clinging suddenly to Takuma. She refers to herself with the masculine . She refers to Takuma as the "Promised Person. It is revealed that Otoha is the real Hinata Kagura who fell into a river and drowned. She took the name Otoha from Hotaru's picture book that she drew herself. Otoha shows Takuma a strange world before disappearing, in this world she is his fiancé. Just before she disappears, she confesses her love for him but says that she is not the one he belongs with.
Yui Tabata
Yui is a girl in Takuma's class. She has a self-aggrandizing personality and always has two male henchmen tagging along. She often calls Hayami a "cocoroach" and along with her henchmen will bully Hayami relentlessly, and while she gets along with Takuma, she likes to tease Hinata. She is very rich and often uses formal speech so as to distinguish herself from the "commoners". Yui's grandfather died because Hayami's parents would not give him a medical examination without the fees since they were poor back then. This led to the village's revolt against the Kohinata family, and Yui's hatred for Hayami. However, she does show concern for Hayami and saves her in episode eleven of the anime from being killed by one of her henchmen.
Hamaji Yakumo 
Hamaji is one of Takuma's classmates. Despite his feminine appearance and voice, he is in fact a boy who cross dresser like a girl. He has an optimistic personality, and likes to play innocent when he plays bad jokes on others. He seems to favor Takuma. He has a little sister named Yukiji , and his family owns a convenience store. In the epilogue of the story, he has a child with Maki, who was his best friend in the series. Maki is seen holding the child at the Kagura household, who could have been mistaken to be Takuma's child due to the hairstyle, but the hair color belongs to Hamaji, therefore, making him the father.
Rin Misakura
Rin, like Takuma, is an exchange student from the city. She has a kind and gentle personality, and is a hard worker, but is rather clumsy.
 
 
 
It was one of  a good anime series that I was watch. I remember one time,  I go to the computer cafe just to watch the full episodes.. It compose of 12 episode it has a good twisting scene.

Emotions

Do you feel this eight words??
  • fear -> feeling afraid.
  • anger -> feeling angry.
  • sorrow -> feeling sad. depression is a different emotion.
  • joy -> feeling happy.
  • disgust -> feeling something is wrong or dirty.
  • acceptance -> feeling happy with something.
  • anticipation -> feeling happy because of something in the future.
  • surprise -> how one feels when something happens quickly or when someone did not think it would happen.
Every one of us feels this emotion coming from our inside not out side.
From the bottom of your heart then the body absorb it up to your brain to process it and feel it.
I know how exactly it was because I feel it. For example fear is one of my weaknesses but acceptance is my priority.
It help us to express our emotion to every one and satisfying our own feelings. 

All this feelings make yourself good and sometimes is not so good.





Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Quotations!!!




"Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag Mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomya at ang sisisihin mo naman There ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emosyon mo, Mali ka pa rin! Dahil? Utang na loob! Wag Mong isisi sa body organo mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang kasalanan ay maaaring sa LAHAT ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo! "

Monday, May 31, 2010

Feelings...

Naramdaman mo na ba ang magmahal at masaktan??
Hindi lng ng iisa kundi ng lahat.
Eh, ang mabigo at umasa sa mga taong sa una palang iniwan ka na nila.
Mahirap at masaya ang maramdaman ito. Bakit? dahil napatunayan mo na tao ka at kaya mo itong maramdaman. Ang pagmamahal hindi ito nakukuha sa iisang tao lamang and masaktan hindi rin lng yan dahil sa iisa. Naiintindihan mo ba ng sinasabi ko?? Iba ito sa tinutukoy ko sa iniisip mo!.


Ni minsan hindi ko pa naranasan ang magbigay kahulugan sa salitang LOVE. Dahil para sa akin masyado itong malawak tulad ng kalawakan para bigyan ng maikling kahulugan. Hindi pa ito nasasagi sa aking munting isipan. Sa edad kung ito, kuntento na ako sa mga crush ko....
Pero ang pingtataka ko eh, kung bakit ilan sa mga close friends, bestfriend, specialfriend, girlfriend and boyfriend ko eh, humihingi ng any advices. Which is I don't know! Pero napatunayan ko na di mo naman kailangan iexperience para lng makapagbigay ng good advices o akya mas tamang sabihin eh, kung anong tingin ko sa sitwasyon. My own idea ika n ga! I am glad that in simple word I can manage to help.

Buhat sa ilang malalapit na kaibigan narinig ko ang ibat-ibang side ng story nila. Sauna ay masaya ngunit sa huli ay di maganda. Mahirap makialam sa problema ng iba lalo na sa usaping ganyan. Pero tingin ko lang, dapat 50-50lng ang labanan sa ngayon pagdating sa status na ganyan hindi ba. Mahirap ang walang iniiwan para sa sarili dahil siguradong aabusuhin ka nila...
kumbaga sa gatsa pwede kang maexpire. Kaya dapat alam mo sa sarili mo kun g kelan yun mangyayari para mapaghahandaan mo ito.

Pero ang pinaka iinisan ko lang eh; bakit kailangan mo pang ihain ang iyong sariling buhay, dahil lamang nawala or worst iniwan ka ng minamahal mo. Hindi yon sapat dahil napakaunfair yun para sa sarili at para doon sa taong nandyan lang at inaantay ka...!