My class for today is Comp org. It start at 7:30 am but my professor was arrive late.
The moment I confirmed tha he is my instructor for the whole semester I was confused because I know that he is good in programming so he is expected that we are know how to deal with it. Actually I'm scared to take the subject coz I'm not good as he expect. And I need to catch up all the things he discussed on the board. As my mind said I can't do that. I need much time to analyze and to process on my brain what he mean. Because of that I feel so sad, confused, hesitate and frustrated. Keep asking myself if I can do or not, Maybe I need to force myself to do it or else I'm dead!!
On the other hand I need to focus on that subject to conquer all my negative thoughts. Even it is unnecessarily to avoid that idea. This subject is ones a week, so it takes long hours; almost six hours it was a combination of lecture and laboratory. First class we had a quiz but the result of the quiz is disaster. There is some point that I didn't gets what the things to be needed. He give us an early dismissal but it only for today. I'm sure next week when he start the proper lesson it so accurate and needed full attention for you to understand everything. When I think about this it gives me a hard head ache..... That is the thing that i want to avoid!!!
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I don't know what to do...
Please, someone help me....
I hates to see things in this situation...
Maybe I felt this way coz I was so exhaust about everything happened at this moment....
I want to give up but it was too early to give up...
Bahala na nga!!!
go for the gold!!!!
