Crush

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Do you have a crush?? At what age do you feel having an infatuation into someone?.
Maybe one of your classmate, neighbor, schoolmate, close friend, a passenger, a movie Idol, a long time childhood. Every body in this earth has a quality to be your crush.
It can be a boy or a girl.

Crush is the best word to describe a feeling you’ve desire to someone you known.

I started to have a crush when I was in high school.
Some of my crushes are belongs to famine, I don’t know why but I did too. And I’ am sure to myself that I’m not homo or lesbian. But may two older sisters insist that I’ am one of them. Actually I’m just idolizing them how they look and carry themselves that’s all. Anyway I don’t care what they think me because the important is I’m happy.
It was just infatuated to someone you been inspire.
When I enter college I’ve met this guy, he was my classmate in my entire subject. At first he is not eye catching actually he was so quite and nice. I don’t know but one morning in our drawing class by accidental I declare to one of my close classmate that he was my crush. And the only thing that I was attracted to him was his black eyebrow. At that moment I gave him a nickname “kilay” for a purpose and since this is the thing that I like about him. Also no one can determine who he is. Only trusted friend know him.
Ever since that day he was my only one. He is quite intelligent, tall, fair skin and has a nice smile. Not just the physical but also he got something in his heart a kind one. Physical appearance is some factors. Sometimes I have an urge to talk to him but afraid to be rejected. And it wasn’t’ good Idea for a girl to have a first move. I was little sad because for only one semester we been classmate. The only chances to see him is one the corridor, library, study area, or accidentally meet at the hall way. Maybe just maybe on school gathering At least I tried my best to be friends with him. Lately I was successfully chat with him and be friends. To think of it, it’s enough I was decided that maybe isn’t just an ordinary crush rather more than that! But I know when and where to stop because I think this is not my time to reach that level. There’s things is more essential to gave my hundred percent attention.
Time will come for me and for the real one. Not just a crush but more than what I expected. Infatuation or not, it was good to experience anyway… and for now I’m over with it!